Life is wonderful..
God controls your life even if you think things are going down hill..
He knows what is best for you..
If you think He simply doesnt care about you, then you are absolutely wrong !
He cares about you no matter what the situation your in.
So whatever you do, do it for Him...not for yourself because you werent born to live for yourself, you were born to live for Him.

A Small Bachelor Party (before Eva's wedding day)

March 8th 2011 | 7pm till drop at EGO Cafe

It's Girl's night out !!

Jojo, Eva , Uul , and Me.( F4 - Persahabatan kami dulu nge-hits banget waktu jamannya Meteor garden dan F4 berjaya di Indo.. jadilah nama f4 melekat di kami berempat !! hahaha.. konyol yaa... )

Yes we are a very very good best friend...And last night was our nite !!
We've made a small bachelor party in EGO Cafe before Eva's wedding day on Saturday, March 12th 2011 later.

Jojo, Eva n me nungguin Uul yang tak kunjung tiba :p

Last night, we laughing together , Take a ( silly ) Picture, share about our friendship, had a great dinner ( gara-gara salah menu, maunya pesen minuman eh yang ada malah pisang bakar penyet.. LOL.. dodol tingkat Dewa !!! ) ... aaahh what a happy night.. !

me , Jojo , Uul , Eva ( happy girls )

Menu sehat saya !! Caesar Salad ( ON DIET )

Banana Mint Float ( Pas pesen kirain minuman, ternyata yang nongol beginian !! Salah Menu .. Dudulllzz.. --> yang pesen : me, jojo, n uul hahahaa.. )

We gonna miss a moment like last night...
[ uuhh... kalau Eva sudah married, bisa hang out kayak gini lagi ga ya ???? hiksss.... ( culik ajaaa.. cuekk ... :p ) ]

Love u guys !!!!
xoxo

The Other Empty Feelings

Am I alone in this world ??

I feel so alone !!!

....

Sometimes it feels like the world's melting away,
And I can't find a place , where i can stay,
I can feel the beating of my heart,
And my breathing in my ears,
But the noises and feelings get lost,
Drowned out by my tears....

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NUMB

The Day You Went Away

Do you remember the night, when you asked me why I looked so sad and different .. ?

I don't answer your question, but ..
I hold your hand with a full heart, look at your eyes so deep, and hug you tightly like do not want away from you ..

Baby,
You know I am fighting back tears that night,
I was so sad because I know 'that day' will come ..

And now we both know, 'the day' has come ...

you and me changed...
Everything about us is changed..

( My intuition never failed , right ? )

I hate this situation !
But I was never afraid to face it ..
Although i face it all alone...

Baby,
Choose your way..
and I'll find my own ..

This is what I feel when everything was changed :

Deeply Sadness when I miss you so much..
I want to be back at the day we were together

And I'm so sorry
but it's seems not easy for me
to stop thinking of you and care about you ..

A simple thought ,
I just want to see you safe and happy in your life..
with or without me....

[ Dedicated buat temen-temen yang lagi broken heart karena pasangannya mendadak berubah, hehe.. ]